July 5th, 2004

Subject: 4th of july was a blast! Time: 03:01 pm

i know i haven't updated this in a long time, so sorry to all those people who actually care about what's goin on with me. the 4th of july was awesome! i went to my cousin's and hung out there at the lake all day. then there were fireworks at night. people went off into the middle of the lake and set them off and then people set them off from their own backyards. we swam out to turtle rock (aka a big rock out in the middle of a sand bar) through all the weeds and witnessed my cousin hank scream like a girl when being tickled or swimming through the weeds. water-balloons were launched off passing boats at us and hank and his friend, doug, got into this huge sand-fight. i think doug kinda had a crush on me cause he was always trying to get my attention and gave me his sn. none of them know that i have a boyfriend already though. not to mention one of the best boyfriends ever.

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June 23rd, 2004

Current Music: take me out by franz ferdinand Subject: can't wait! Time: 02:39 pm Current Mood: excited

tennis was canceled again today! woo hoo! the only bad thing is that it was rescheduled for friday so i might have to go to that. except...my mom doesn't know about it yet! or anyone else in family for that matter. i think i'll just "forget" to tell any one about it. activity night tomorrow! fun stuff! all the new little 7th graders are gonna be there. that'll be interesting. i think they'll be amazed by some of the dancing there but it'll be funny. i gave myself a french manicure and went shopping yesterday and got this awesome halter top for it. i wonder how many people will actually go. hopefully a lot. colton (my dad's girlfriend's son) has a date on the 31st but wont tell me anything about it. i don't really care...i just need something to hold against him incase he finds out something about me one of these days.

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June 21st, 2004

Subject: thank god! Time: 11:15 am

tennis was canceled because it was raining!!! woo hoo! i called my mom and she was like "um, what are you doing home?" i told her that we were skipping tennis because we didn't want to go and she got all concerned that we weren't where we were supposed to be. then i told her that it was canceled. she actually didn't sound all that mad when i told her we were skipping it. hope that's how it is if she finds out about us really skipping.

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Subject: one of these days... Time: 09:36 am

i swear, tennis and ping pong fucking suck!!! my mom signed me up for these dumb ass classes and she expects me to go to them. ping pong is from 8-8:55 in the morning. who the hell wants to get up that early for ping pong?!?! then i have tennis from 11-12. i still don't understand why i need to know how to play tennis!? and i was supposed to have wednesdays off so i could come hang out in shorewood with everyone but that's screwed now because i have tennis on wednesdays. i even offered to pay my mom for the tennis lessons (they were only $20) so i wouldn't have to go to them. i think i'm just not gonna go to them. my mom would never know. except for the fact that i'd suck at tennis. she probably wouldn't notice though. atleast i get paid for babysitting this summer. my mom said she'll pay me $40 a week and then my allowance ($5) every week. so by the end of the summer i'll have almost $500! woo hoo! i'll probably spend some of it before i reach $500, but oh well. and that's not counting the babysitting i'm gonna be doing for my uncle in august. for that i get paid $30 a day! i'm gonna be rolling in dough! lol. my uncle told me that i could have one of his cars for free when i turn 16. they're ugly/gross/old/probably don't work very well, but a car is a car. atleast i'll have a way to get to shorewood and that's all that matters. then i can come visit you guys when ever the hell i want. and you guys have to call me all the time. who cares about the phone bill. that's my mom's problem. it's her fault she made me move to this stupid place. away from all my friends. i don't fit in here. it's like i fit in best in shorewood. i didn't really fit in when i lived in delafield (before i moved to shorewood) either. everyone is a goody-goody. i hate it! i watched win a date with tad hamilton last night. that was probably the stupidest movie i have ever seen. and kate bosworth played the stupidest character i've ever seen. she literally had no form of intelligence what so ever. there were a couple parts in the movie that were really sweet though. like the part where pete confesses that he loves rosy, when pete says that thing about her 6 different smiles, and the end where she chases after him cause she realizes that she loves and they dance like in the movie in the very beginning. other than those parts, i probably wouldn't watch it again. we have rescheduled our volley ball game that was supposed to be tonight. the only people that could make it were me and hannah. everyone else was gone or claimed to have other "family" events planned. what ever. i still had to finish the t-shirts anyways. got to go. tennis is a-waiting! god damn it!

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June 18th, 2004

Subject: at alyssa's! Time: 07:08 pm

i'm at alyssa's hangin out with ben, hannah, elizabeth, alyssa, and ryan. fun stuff. i just gave ben the tickets to d-12. he totally didn't expect it. it was awesome! then alyssa's mom and i were having this conversation about ben. she was commenting on what a good kid he is and how he's always polite and a good looking guy. i agreed with everything she said. why wouldn't i? it's all true! sleepin over at elizabeth's tonight. that'll be fun. after alyssa's of course. we'll probably go to kailie's softball game and then watch movies at elizabeth's. we're watchin degrassi right now. it's kinda messed up. this 's bf is all ed cause she's always hangin out with her best friend. her best friend also happens to be some gay guy. what ever. alyssa pu this picture of elizabeth, colton (my dad's gf's son), and hannah. it's hilarious! elizabeth's arm is around colton and he has this glazed look on his face. that was when they were all hitting on him at my party. i can't believe alyssa will be gone for a whole month!what's ryan gonna do without her? lol. we'll keep an eye on him for ya, lys lys! "you have something in your teeth there. it looks like ribs. yeah,i so went rib nuts last night!"- from some retarded thing on noggin while we were watching degrassi. i know, it's messed.

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June 17th, 2004

Subject: stuck out here in cedarburg! Time: 05:38 pm

sorry i haven't updated this in a while. my computer wouldn't let me get to this site for some reason. i'm hangin out here in cedarburg with my brother, sister, and cousin (they're playing soccer in the house). alyssa will be gone to camp for a month soon. she better send everyone postcards and shit. the st roberts fair awhile ago was so much fun! hannah, elizabeth, and i bought all sorts of junk there. it was hilarious. and of course we hung out with ben and jake. that was awesome too. i feel like such a dork. i cried at graduation, but only because i realized that some of the people there i wont be able to see again. i feel really bad about not saying good-bye to ikechi. he's moving out to the middle of nowhere. i'm sure i'll talk to him online at some point though. hopefully. i just painted my nails. black finger nails and silver toe nails. nice, hey? i have volley ball camp all this week. it started to suck after the 1st day but oh well. only one more day of it left! woo hoo! and i got a cool t-shirt from it so atleast i get something out of it. lol. my mom has signed me up for tennis lessons this summer. every tuesday and thursday. i think i'm gonna skip out of them. my mom would never know anyways. i am even willing to pay her for the class so i don't have to go. i mean, when the hell are you ever gonna need to know how to play tennis? and why would you want to? hannah, elizabeth, kailie, and i are all on a summer teen sand volley ball league. fun stuff. our team name is lady v-ballas. isn't it great? for the last day of school i got a whole bunch of sweet tarts and picked out all the purple ones for ben (cause those are the only color he likes). i put them all in one of the boxes and resealed it and gave it to him. he couldn't believe that they were all purple. i mean, yeah it's fun to get stuff for special occasions. but it's even more fun to get stuff for no reason, when you're totally not expecting it. i still have a bruise from the last day of school when some kid opened the door on my arm. my mom got me this awesome ring for graduation. it's white gold and has a blue tanzanite stone between two clear stones. it rocks. i'm eatin bottle caps. i used to like them but now they just don't taste as good. idk why. they're almost nasty, but not quite so i'll just keep eatin them. yeah, i'm weird. i know. clare's party was a lot of fun. even though ben and i sat on the couch for most of it. i think the fact that he was there was what made it so fun. especially because he didn't really wanna go but did only because i asked him to. everyone said we looked so cute together. i was just like thanks... my party was fun too. we had an awesome water balloon fight and i totally nailed my dad's gf's son, colton. issy got him right where it counts. marco polo in the pool was also fun. god, i need a tan. it's almost a week into the summer and i'm still just a little darker than pasty white. gotta go chase the devil child (my sister) around the house. she hit me with the soccer ball. lol.

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May 31st, 2004

Subject: scholarship entry Time: 02:18 pm

yeah, i'm workin on my scholarship entry. it's pretty lame but if i win i get $2,000 a year for 3 years so i guess it's worth it. i'm completely overwhelmed with stuff to do. scholarship. homework. tests. summer plans. i barely even have the time to hang out with my friends and boyfriend anymore. my dad's girlfriend is coming over tonigh and we're suppossed to be having this sea food soup thing. it doesn't sound very appetizing. kailie and i are most likely gonna get a C on our science project cause it'll take like 2 minutes to read. i don't know how mr. poz is even gonna be able to get through all of our presentations by the end of the year. $5 says he wont. kailie and i watched that movie Stuck On You with matt damon last night. that is one messed up movie. especially the part where one of them is getting it on with some girl and the other guy just has to sit there and listen to everything. it was really gross. i felt really bad for him. we also watched Ferris Bueller's Day Off. that movie rocks! especially his little performance on the parade float. twist and shout!!! the Pizza Hut commercials with jessica simpson are so stupid. the ones where she's trying to be smart. who cares how many different combinations of toppings there are?!

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May 30th, 2004

Subject: I'm stranded.....at my dad's! Time: 08:52 pm

kailie and i are at my dad's house talkin to people online. i miss ben so much, you guys have no idea! i haven't been able to see him all weekend. i'll miss everyone next year! i can't believe my mom made me move to this stupid place. away from my friends. for ben if you could live for 100 years, i'd want to live for 99 years and 364 days so i wouldn't have to live a day with out you. luv ya lots!

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Current Music: 103.7 kiss fm Subject: 3rd Trimester Project!!! Time: 03:52 pm Current Mood: loved

kailie's over and we're having a blast working on this lovely project! not! kailie made me get a live journal so here it is for all you people who have nothing better to do with your time than to read about other people's boring lives. lol. that's about it for now.

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